The day of surgery I was super nervous. Woke up and enjoyed nothing for breakfast as I couldn't eat or drink all day. I decided to calm my nerves I would go for a little run, all the while knowing I wouldn't be able to drink any water. Well, what started as a little run turned into 8 miles! I used to routinely run 6-8 miles a day. However, a month into this whole process of trying to conceive I was
The rest of the morning was nice, I cleaned the house and kept busy before heading to the hospital at 1:30pm.
Once getting to Winnie Palmer Hospital, I got checked in pretty quickly. I was taken back to pre op while Phil had to stay in the waiting room. First thing I did was a pre op antiseptic mouthwash and nose wash. Then I got changed into my lovely Bair Hugger gown, and got hooked up to all the fun stuff. Once my IV was in they left Phil come sit with me until surgery.
Lucky FSU socks and some sexy SCDs!!
Love this man!
Now, when I go out for a drink, I am such a lightweight. One to two beers/shots and I'm done. So needless to say, the same is true when it comes to IV meds. I did my best to enjoy it.
Before rolling back I gave Phil a kiss, told him I loved him and I was taken back. I was crying before they took me back. The last thing I remember is having a mask over my face, tears running down my cheek while being told to take deep breaths, and I was gone. What seems like only minutes, the next thing I know I was woken up and told everything went great. Phil was not allowed in the immediate recovery room. My doctor stayed with me, and all I've been told is I talked.....a lot. As for what I was saying, I'd rather never know! Once I was reunited with Phil, I do remember some of the embarrassing and at time mortifying things I was saying in my post anesthesia fog. Oh how I wish I did not remember that! Damn anesthesia!
As for the actual surgery, everything went as smoothly as we could have hoped! My uterus looked great, no signs of endometriosis. My pathology report from D&C came back as perfectly normal, healthy tissue! The dye went through each tube perfectly, without any difficulty, which means they are clear! And then the drilling. I was told my ovaries were quite big, but expected with PCOS and the cysts that we knew I had. I had 12 hole drilled into each ovary. A bit more than he had planned, but still within the normal range (anywhere from 4-20 holes).
(View of the opening to my fallopian tubes from my uterus)
(Spillage of dye from Chromopertubation, meaning my tubes are clear!)
(One BIG ole ovary of mine!)
(Another view of one of my ovaries)
(Ovary following drilling!)
Once I was able to walk and pee I was able to go home. I don't remember the drive home at all. I do however remember the pain kicking in HARD CORE by the time we got to our neighborhood. I like to think I'm pretty tough, but I was in tears. Once home and pain meds were on board, I felt much better.
(Bloated belly as soon as I got home)
One of my snuggle buddies for the next week!
The first two days were the worst. Bloated, ohhh so bloated. Swollen. Sore. Crampy. No appetite. Constipated. Sore throat from intubation. Medications I was taking included Motrin, Percocet, Colace, Milk of Magnesia, and Zofran. I was taking Percocet and Motrin around the clock the first few days. Felt so out of it and high while taking the Percocet. By the second day post op I was getting worried how bad my vision was. I would lay in bed and play on my phone, and I realized I couldn't read things like Facebook. I had to go into my settings and choose the jumbo font for text messages. My farsighted vision was fine, but nearsighted, I couldn't read or see a thing. I told my doctor and went over everything I had been taking. Then it suddenly hit me.....I left my scopolamine patch on behind my ear that was placed right before surgery. It's used to prevent and nausea. I've placed countless of them on patients myself. The most important thing about them, THEY MUST BE REMOVED IN 24 HOURS. Well I left mine on for almost two days! OOPS! Once I gave this minor detail to my doctor he immediately knew what the problem was. A known side effect of a scopolamine patch is mydriasis, or dilated pupils, which in turn causes blurry vision. I immediately removed it and did not take anything but Motrin that night. When I woke up the following morning, my vision was back to normal! Hallelujah! See this is why I should stick to being a nurse and NOT a patient!
Cheers to Milk of Magnesia
First day post op vs second day post op
Mydriasis (Dilated pupil, picture taken 2nd day post op)
(Normal pupil, picture taken today)
The rest of the recovery went without many issues. The bloating got a little better day by day. The bruising showed up about 5 days into it. Now I'm left with just some surface pain/discomfort where the bruises are. It literally feels like I've been kicked in the stomach and lady parts. Sure it doesn't feel great. But it's totally manageable, and in the long run, will be totally worth it!
(All four pictures are 8 days post op)
I also was so floored by the all the love and support I received this past week! Emails, calls, texts, cards and special deliveries! I am so blessed by such wonderful friends and family! Thank you all!
(My Mom and friend Ashley got my the exact same Edible Arrangement,
so we had DOUBLE these goodies!!)
(Sweet card from a supportive friend I've never met on
Instagram written on fetal tracing paper!)
(Card from my manager at work!)
I went back to work exactly a week after the surgery. It felt great to get out of the house and get back to work. I was a little more uncomfortable than I thought I would be, but I guess going from doing nothing to working 12 hours as a labor and delivery nurse you can expect to hurt a little.
I had my post op doctors appointment today, 9 days post op. Incisions look great! All is well! Best news of all, I've been cleared to start working out again! I went SEVEN DAYS STRAIGHT without any working out of any kind! I haven't done that in years.....to be honest, I can't tell you the last time I went that long without a workout. I was going bat shit craaaazy! I obviously have to start slow and take it easy. My first run felt wonderful! No real pain during the run, endorphins flowing, I felt like I could run forever. BUT I did not, and 4 miles would have to do. Even though it's probably more than I really should have, I'm happy that I was able to do it, I wasn't in pain, and I was feeling great!
Day 9 post op bruising
Lastly, in the midst of my recovery Phil so graciously went out and got his swimmers tested! The results came in yesterday...PERFECT Michael Phelps quality sperm! Or as someone else described it, PIMP Swimmers! FINALLY some good news in this journey!
We are excited, hopeful and so optimist about these coming months! As much as I'd like to fast forward through it all, I got some good advice from someone who struggled with infertility herself and ultimately underwent IVF. She told me although the days were long, tiring, and some of the toughest to endure, looking back she wished she had enjoyed the journey more. I thank her more than she knows for telling me that, and I am trying daily to enjoy each moment of this journey!